Thinking ♥

Today I was hanging out with my BFF and it was the first time I really opened up to her a out my miscarriage in April. It's just been really hard with ttc to conceive and dealing with the loss that everyone keeps asking about...it's really hard :( she is very understanding and supportive of my journey. Who could ask for a better friend :)

So right now I'm in the 2ww and I'm already impatient :-O 2 dpo now. I want the two weeks to up already. I'll get through this week because I'll have a lot of distractions, but next week I'm not so sure :-/ pray for me that this is my month for a bfp!  

Oh and this was in lost and found today army job, how do you lose something like this lol >o< spot me in the mirror :k

Today CD 11 Mani/Pedi

Well I didn't get to test with the opk today cause I didn't get to go home to get my stuff (at mother in laws house). Won't be there until tomorrow either, really sucks :-/ well hopefully this is my month! I'm crossing my fingers and toes that I will get my BFP at the end of my TWW. Last time I got my BFP I ovulated on CD 11, so maybe I'll get lucky again ;k

My husband at least treated me to a mani/pedi today, so I'm happy. MIL also gave me some of her old clothes from skinny says, they are old but the style people wear now haha. 

On another note, I really wish my hubby would stop playing video games. He gets too frustrated with them and it really annoys me. 

During this TWW I will try to keep myself distracted with work and learning yoga with my BFF ;) must not test early!!! Lol not testing until August 10/11!!!! 

Good luck and baby dust to everyone in there TWW ;k

CD10, Hello Ovulation! ♥

So I ovulated yesterday, on the day of my first positive ovulation test. I knew because I sometimes feel the pain over by my ovary. Then my temperature this morning spiked up, so I know it definitely happened! I've been drinking green tea once a day this week during my fertile cycle to help with my fluid down there.

I ovulated pretty early this month, CD 10, last month I ovulated on CD 12 but missed my window since hubby was away. If I knew I was going to ovulate THIS early I would have BD a couple of days before I did cause that means my fertile window started sooner :-/ 

Well I guess we will know the outcome in two weeks time! Hello TWW, hope you are kind to me this time around lol

Life & Starbucks

So right now I'm trying to conceive and it's just not going as easy as I thought since the miscarriage I had :(. It's so hard and tiring, but I've just been trying not to think about it too much and go with the flow. I'm back in New York now (after living in North Carolina for a year), and my parents told my whole town here in NY that I was pregnant before so now I have everyone come and ask me how's the baby. I hate having to tell everyone that I lost it, I'm trying to get past it but it's hard with everyone bringing it up over and over again. It just makes me sad all over again >_<;. Just trying to get through everyday one step at a time with the help of my BFF & Starbucks :-*. (And maybe some DD lol)