on to the next one

SOOOOO AF has showed her face today CD 30/14dpo/now CD1. I'm ready for the next cycle now, I'm going into this cycle with a positive attitude. I think it will happen this cycle, this is my month! I've been too focused on everything and ttc that I hadn't realized before I had the miscarriage I got pregnant without all this charting and opks. Its really makes it more stressful to focus on my husband & I and our dream of a baby.
So next month I'm only using the few opks I have left (which is not many) and no temping after ovulation is detected. I'm also going drinking green tea, rooibos tea, and I'm going to also being trying preseed this month. I have been hearing good things about preseed sooo maybe it will work for us ;D

 

 Well next month is going to be my due date for my baby Ethan...I'm not really looking forward to it. October 21, 2013...I don't know how I'm going to handle it...

Life & Starbucks

So right now I'm trying to conceive and it's just not going as easy as I thought since the miscarriage I had :(. It's so hard and tiring, but I've just been trying not to think about it too much and go with the flow. I'm back in New York now (after living in North Carolina for a year), and my parents told my whole town here in NY that I was pregnant before so now I have everyone come and ask me how's the baby. I hate having to tell everyone that I lost it, I'm trying to get past it but it's hard with everyone bringing it up over and over again. It just makes me sad all over again >_<;. Just trying to get through everyday one step at a time with the help of my BFF & Starbucks :-*. (And maybe some DD lol)