on to the next one

SOOOOO AF has showed her face today CD 30/14dpo/now CD1. I'm ready for the next cycle now, I'm going into this cycle with a positive attitude. I think it will happen this cycle, this is my month! I've been too focused on everything and ttc that I hadn't realized before I had the miscarriage I got pregnant without all this charting and opks. Its really makes it more stressful to focus on my husband & I and our dream of a baby.
So next month I'm only using the few opks I have left (which is not many) and no temping after ovulation is detected. I'm also going drinking green tea, rooibos tea, and I'm going to also being trying preseed this month. I have been hearing good things about preseed sooo maybe it will work for us ;D

 

 Well next month is going to be my due date for my baby Ethan...I'm not really looking forward to it. October 21, 2013...I don't know how I'm going to handle it...

Update; sorry for the MIA status

Yeah I know I haven't  been on in a while, just too many crazy dramas going on in my life! For right now things are quiet. I've been arguing with my dad a lot, and I hate conflict so we know who is starting is...dad...So right now we are staying at my mother-in-laws house that is far away from my job and my fur babies but I'll make it work. In the process of having our own place again here in NY after being in NC for a year. I'm soooo excited and can't wait to have privacy again :D.


I have been thinking a lot lately (and have been wanting to post this for days :-/) that why can't life BE like a life game! You go around the board, make tons of money, have a career & a family, and retire with tons of money. If life were that simple then I'd have a family in a heartbeat! There are no miscarriages, infertility, or to worry about money; I just wish life could be a simple as that, then we'd all have our rainbow ;-*

So I obviously didn't get my bfp last month, so we are trying it again. My new cycle started on August 12, and right now I'm on CD 15 waiting to ovulate tomorrow; last month I ovulated early (CD10), this month I JUST got a positive opk today CD 15. SO I'm doing the deed tonight, tomorrow night and the next night :D. I hope this is my month, but at the same time I'm not holding my breath :-/ Let the TWW begin again!!!

Received this lovely package from one of my TTC sister, definitely made my day and made me very happy! I loved the notebook and the quote on it, "Live in Hope." I've been doing that and it helps me try to think more positive. But I do slip up often...

 

Well I'll try and post something again soon, instead of being MIA.

Luck and baby dust to all you lovely ladies!!!!

CD10, Hello Ovulation! ♥

So I ovulated yesterday, on the day of my first positive ovulation test. I knew because I sometimes feel the pain over by my ovary. Then my temperature this morning spiked up, so I know it definitely happened! I've been drinking green tea once a day this week during my fertile cycle to help with my fluid down there.

I ovulated pretty early this month, CD 10, last month I ovulated on CD 12 but missed my window since hubby was away. If I knew I was going to ovulate THIS early I would have BD a couple of days before I did cause that means my fertile window started sooner :-/ 

Well I guess we will know the outcome in two weeks time! Hello TWW, hope you are kind to me this time around lol