Preseed...one word, WOW!

Well I tried preseed for the first time, and let me tell you it made a BIG difference on how it felt...in a good way! I mean BDing is good but this was like AMAZING! I was so surprised at how it felt and so did the hubby. Now I know that I was missing something without this lubricant and I won't be BDing without this stuff again!

We are now in the long TWW again, and I can't wait to get to the end already. I'm not going into too positive but I'm not going into negative either. We did what we could and that's all that matters. I didn't stress over the opk's and temping this month which made me feel much better. All I did was drink my teas', take my mucinex, and enjoy sex, so that's all that matters. If I fall pregnant this month that would be great, but if I don't there is always next month. I'm trying to relax this month and it has been working great!

Oh the other week, the hubby and I had to go to NC (with AF visiting) for business reasons. Well we made the most of it and went golfing (my first time) and we went to a last minute Taylor Swift concert (who I love) and it was WONDERFUL! It was the most fun we had in a while, got to enjoy each other company, and got privacy. Here is one of the pics from the concert below (I'll have more when I get them off of hubby's phone):

On a side note, I went to a Starbucks on the way back and they were not listening to me when I spelled my name, so this is how it came out:

Nice right! lol

But anyways cheers to the TWW and luck and babydust to every future momma!!!

Life & Starbucks

So right now I'm trying to conceive and it's just not going as easy as I thought since the miscarriage I had :(. It's so hard and tiring, but I've just been trying not to think about it too much and go with the flow. I'm back in New York now (after living in North Carolina for a year), and my parents told my whole town here in NY that I was pregnant before so now I have everyone come and ask me how's the baby. I hate having to tell everyone that I lost it, I'm trying to get past it but it's hard with everyone bringing it up over and over again. It just makes me sad all over again >_<;. Just trying to get through everyday one step at a time with the help of my BFF & Starbucks :-*. (And maybe some DD lol)