Update; sorry for the MIA status

Yeah I know I haven't  been on in a while, just too many crazy dramas going on in my life! For right now things are quiet. I've been arguing with my dad a lot, and I hate conflict so we know who is starting is...dad...So right now we are staying at my mother-in-laws house that is far away from my job and my fur babies but I'll make it work. In the process of having our own place again here in NY after being in NC for a year. I'm soooo excited and can't wait to have privacy again :D.


I have been thinking a lot lately (and have been wanting to post this for days :-/) that why can't life BE like a life game! You go around the board, make tons of money, have a career & a family, and retire with tons of money. If life were that simple then I'd have a family in a heartbeat! There are no miscarriages, infertility, or to worry about money; I just wish life could be a simple as that, then we'd all have our rainbow ;-*

So I obviously didn't get my bfp last month, so we are trying it again. My new cycle started on August 12, and right now I'm on CD 15 waiting to ovulate tomorrow; last month I ovulated early (CD10), this month I JUST got a positive opk today CD 15. SO I'm doing the deed tonight, tomorrow night and the next night :D. I hope this is my month, but at the same time I'm not holding my breath :-/ Let the TWW begin again!!!

Received this lovely package from one of my TTC sister, definitely made my day and made me very happy! I loved the notebook and the quote on it, "Live in Hope." I've been doing that and it helps me try to think more positive. But I do slip up often...

 

Well I'll try and post something again soon, instead of being MIA.

Luck and baby dust to all you lovely ladies!!!!

Why am I sooo tired?!

SO I did a lot of minor editing to the blog because I found things not to my liking from my post in the mobile app. From now on I'll just be doing drafts on my mobile and then edit it on the computer, my posts will come out soo much better ;)

I've been uber tired and cranky lately and I don't know why, like I'm under the weather. I've also have been eating a lot more then I usually to cause I felt like I had a huge pit in my stomach :-/ I hope it's what leads to my BFP!!!! But I don't want to get my hopes up either :-(

Every so often I just don't feel like eating and just get nibble food instead of a full meal, as you will see below. This is a day I just wake up tired and don't feel like eating...

My chart is looking hopeful so far...I guess we will see in 5 days time :-/