Small Bump by Ed Sheeran
This song is my ode to Ethan, my angel. This is the song that I put on repeat every time I think about my baby Ethan because it reassures me that he is somewhere he is needed, but at the same time it makes me cry my eyes out. Today marks the one year anniversary I found out the my sac was empty...that my baby had died at six weeks when I carried that empty sac until 12 weeks...
Today is going to be a hard day for me, but I think I might be able to pull through it. I'm sad, yes, but at the same time I cannot let that sadness overcome me. There will be another day when I will finally hold my own baby in my arms...
I don't know what to do right now, I thought writing out my feelings would help and it has...
When will it be my turn again?
"...Maybe you were needed up there and we're still unaware as why" - Ed Sheeran
