Well I haven't posted anything in a while and it is just because my world has been crumbling around me. I just don't know anymore. I'm tired, lost, and confused and I don't really have anyone to turn to that might understand. I wish I could just make all my problems disappear but life is not that simple :( Right now I'm on a TTC break. We were just going to take the time to reconnect ourselves (DH & I), but now I don't know what's going on with US in general...so many mixed messages and things left unsaid...I think I need me time because it is just becoming too much work to try to understand everything...